I have recently learned more about myself in the last couple of weeks. It was accompanied by a deeper understanding of the universe-and a mild confusion at the life we know. (ESPECIALLY AMERICANS!)
But because of that, I was able to make a deep connection, that has ultimately made my feel better than I’ve felt in a long time.
It will be an interesting journey from here on out, and I cannot wait to see what’s in store!
My novels range from moderately long to very short. The previous two novels I finished are on the quicker side, especially Stained Waltz. Erin Bailey is a Time Lord is a compilation of short stories, originally posted on the illegally obtained and no longer existent Omni Magazine.
When I started on The Dirty Deities, I wanted to make sure it was meaty and worth my time and yours. So I will probably be editing this novel like there is no tomorrow. I have already skimmed through and added side notes with extra or missing details. I think it is because I enjoyed writing it that much.
It is also because I allowed my imagination to flourish with this project. If the artwork wasn’t an indicator, someone mentioned that the writing I do as of today, but especially starting with Bleeding Stars and Paper Hearts…it is definitely for the times.
Have you noticed things we heard growing up don’t even sit right? Is anyone you went to school with doing poorly or well? It isn’t to suggest that life as we know it will be over soon, but the way we live it is definitely about to change. You can accept it and actually make your spiritual life matter more…or you can follow the crowds over the cliff.
In the past, I recanted on how so many people began writing about the same things-boss sleeps with employee-employee falls in love-gets fired. I have heard from others that successful novels that made it to film weren’t that good to begin with. (It’s not what you know, it’s who you know). But the goal for me back then was to finish.
YES! I wanted my novels to be films but I wanted a healthy collection, not a few here and there. I always wanted to touch base on what drove me and my imagination.
Over the past seven years, I have finished over one hundred pieces of art, eleven novels…and have come up with several other projects that are in que. I would like to finish what’s been waiting and then move on to more ideas. That’s how this will flow for me.
Throughout my journey towards my goal, I have learned a lot. I’ve lost items, people and idealisms that were unhealthy for me. I now venture out to discover more about my soul since it has been opened up recently <3.
You can manifest in the complete and utter wrong direction. You can fix it, but you have to have an understanding of yourself…others who have hurt you and the pain itself. Then you have to have an understanding of the universe and why you should flow with it and not against it.
Then maybe things will fall into place. Does this mean I will be taken out of my element again? Yes, because there are others around me. But I am better equipped to handle the situations that will come my way.