As some of you know, my laptop stopped working. In all honesty, it looks like child/parent error (as in…a little too much freedom!) Regardless, I did finish The Dirty Deities: Mist in Our Eyes on my device.
Another issue presented itself. While I’d like to continue wearing my heart on my sleeve, it looks as though I’ll be crawling back into my shell-with a twist! However, I will not go into great detail because there is no point.
I am used to trips ups in my career, but nine years has taught me in most cases to suck it up and keep pushing.
Our new year started off drastically, more than it should have. In fact, I see signs of peace, but my world and reality differ from yours. While I knew tensions would rise, causing chaos to reign true, the unfortunate benefactor behind all of this is finger pointing. The powers that be are absolutely the worst, but evil begets evil.
I speak of acknowledging the things going on around us, and understanding that adding to the chaos is exactly what is wanted. Instead, keep living (life does go on). This isn’t the end, and it won’t be the first time. I have decided not to allow all of what’s occurring dictate my happiness or the outcome of my life. It’s my choice, not anyone else’s.
Giving in, causing violence and pain…isn’t going to solve anything. In fact, you’ll end up worse off than you were before. I know this may fall on deaf ears, but the seed needs to be planted nonetheless. It is hard considering walking away, living and spreading positivity once you transmute negative energy…but it keeps our world alive.
What we need now are creatives, manifestors, sages, and believers in The Source. Madness and chaos don’t need to be spread any further. I am openly suggesting to act as if nothing is wrong, in a sense that you are still acknowledging someone is definitely throwing a tantrum.
Including yourself in chaos only makes things more chaotic. As if having a yelling match with an idiot makes you smarter, in some sense.
This isn’t a matter of not doing anything, it is a matter of creating peace. The rest of the world is watching. Since it is mainly the US finally caving in fully, it doesn’t mean the world is over. I see that the United States of America needs a major reset. We have already endured plenty of pain. Believing things can get worse is a mind control tactic. Anytime you are the prey and have been plucked off or used…it has gotten worse.
I typically keep my distance, but this matter needed to be discussed.
I will mostly be focusing on illustrating January and February, as I slowly edit through my novel. I have two books that I will be re-editing…and I will let you know when the time comes.
Last year was incredible for me! I found that I had ten of thousands of subscribers, people love my work and were (and still are) leaving comments, and I was able to finish a novel, even with all that chaos and crap going on. On top of that, I re-released the third novel to The Anguished Immortals Trilogy.
I like to do recap videos for the end of the year, but I felt it was unfair because so many people think they’re suffering. I am happy with everything I managed, including my ability to share readings with the world.
I know for certain this year will be better for most everyone. Project wise for me-hopefully one new novel and the release of one sitting on my shelf. We’ll see! I do know that the producer for my film has gotten back to work (fingers crossed) So…hopefully I don’t bite off more than I can chew.
This year’s first illustration will be of Young Shawn Delgado and the older version. I’m actually very excited about it, given the story surrounding one of my favorite characters. I also have new editions, so I’m thinking this will take me a while!
As always, thanks for reading! Keep an eye out for my blogs for more information. I appreciate you all!